Thanks for the kind message! Personally I'm surprised at how badly I have taken the result, perhaps compounded by the 8 hour drive up the M6 to Glasgow, then 3 and a half more to Dingwall, and back again! We were riding a wave of optimism and momentum that frankly does not come along very often, and given our financial plight, is unlikely to happen again in the near future. The overriding sadness comes from knowing this was a massive, scarce, future changing opportunity blown, with unknown repercussions.